hotpandes_al

just because it's christmas...

2007-12-08T10:59:53Z

"But for now, let me say - Without hope or agenda - Just because it's Christmas - And at Christmas you tell the truth - To me, you are perfect - And my wasted heart will love you - Until you look like this [picture of a mummy]" - Love Actually

hmm i dont feel the christmas spirit yet. daymn. :O

rarr

Men See You As: A Difficult Challenge

You must be an incredible hottie...
Because it's the only way you can pull of the ice queen act
You're the type of woman that men love to chase
But if you don't stop running, you'll never get caught!

Do Men Find You a Challenge?

hmm

2007-11-16T13:57:29Z

trish: your 2nd sem dating life may rest on this one night

daymn. HAHA must think about this really hard >:)

boo

2007-09-29T17:26:18Z

it's 1:24 right now and i'm waking up at 4:30 because of my stupid pe finals at 5:30. RARR i dnt wna ruuuuuun mehn. :\

gosh.

yey im watching the game with friends tmrw. this time, i'll watch at the ateneo side. i've been watchng the past ateneo-dlsu games with cousins from la salle at the la salle side and ts knda weird cheering for the school on the other side. so ateneo side nman bukas. haha

wee im eksayted :)

i hate school... 2 weeks nlang. fight!

btw, habeerday marrrrrrrrriiiiiiii ;p

hotpandes_al @ 2007-09-24T22:14:00

2007-09-24T14:19:57Z

i like him, i like him not.
daymn.

hotpandes_al @ 2007-09-19T10:11:00

2007-09-19T02:16:14Z

the accounting test was a biatch. haha daymn.

so i dont have class today but i have to study for my stat lt at 6 tonight. rarr. i cant wait til this sem's over. it's getting harder for me each day to focus with school shit. argh. :\

you and me, we should be making a memory whenever we're together :)

another hell week to come

2007-09-15T12:58:07Z

daymn

monday- sci10 LT
tue- ACCOUNTING LT!!!!
wed- STAT LT!!!
thurs- eco quiz
friday... ls quiz

fight. I trust in you dear Lord, please help me survive this week.

haaaaaaaaaaaay

:)

2007-09-10T10:15:33Z

and you did it again dear Lord! once again you've showed me how truly great You are. thank you :) i'm really happy. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! now im inspired to study! hahaha :)

waste away with me

2007-09-07T11:36:14Z

Daymn, this week has been the worst week of my college year. haha walang tatalo sa mga hell weeks. i really thought i was gonna die na, i was sick the entire week. Started with colds nung monday and tuesday, i was basically groggy in all of my classes because of my meds. Then after accounting, wla na, patay na. When i got in my car, i was fucking hot, haha my mom panicked. So when i got home, bagsak sa kama... start of my painful looooong weekend. haha

temperature at first was 40! i was so scared na baka dengue and me having dengue for the second time would be fatal na. At around 10pm, temperature went up to 42 degrees. Oh God, mamamatay na ba ako? So my dad went to my room with dextrose and needle and the tube and stuff u need to put the dextrose on. He decided i needed the dextrose since i was really weak na. So there, my room was suddenly like a hospital room.

[ I love my lola, she was like my private nurse. aww she really took care of me. She constantly wiped me so my temperaturew would go down, she fed me, she helped me to the banyo, bsta everything. Thank you dear Lord for blessing me with such a great lola. Please bless her always :) ]

Aww i missed my psych lt, i really couldnt go. i went to ust thursday morning to have my bloodtest and whew results show that everything's normal except for my white blood cells count! boooo, i got very low wbc count. gosh. that means my immune system is too weak now.

so there, thats basically what happened to me the past days. Thank god im alive and kickin! hahaha :) but i cant stay long in front og the laptop yet, nahihilo pa ako agad. just like now. haha daymn

aww i miss school and my crushes and my friends. :(

bedrest nnaman to :\

hotpandes_al @ 2007-09-02T20:39:00

2007-09-02T12:41:39Z

Don't cry because its over, smile because it happened.
-unknown

When you want something, all the universe conspires in helping you to achieve it.
- Paulo Coelho

daymn time is flying so fast. magpapasko naaaaaaaaa! can't wait. hihi :)haaaay aww i miss tiff :O

weeeeeeeeeeeeee :)

2007-08-25T11:39:22Z

it's time to "destress" after a hell week and a hell day yesterday. i had my sci10 lt, ls orals right after and my staaaaaat lt in the evening. whew. whaaaatta day. thank God i survived yesterday. i seriously thought i was gna die na. haha well, when i got home, tulog agad. sorry ls groupmates, i was really exhausted na last nyt. hihi

so yey for tonight! after not drinking for a looooooong time, inuman na to >:)

haha sorry walang kwenta post :)

m just waiting for my car nw...

boom

drink up, baby doll

2007-08-19T09:29:19Z

so let go let go, jump in
oh well, whatcha waiting for
it's alright
'cause there's beauty in the breakdown
so (let go)yeah, let go, just get in
oh, it's so amazing here
it's alright
'cause there's beauty in the breakdown

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one more week and a few days...
it's coming too soon :(

hotpandes_al @ 2007-07-22T00:39:00

2007-07-21T16:39:31Z

In God I trust :)

breathe.

see, i don't know why you're crying like a bitch

2007-07-21T12:20:26Z

So i was chatting with a friend after a 5 hour sleep now and he told me things that made me think about life and everything else. it's so nice to talk about life even if it's so damn hard (ehem STAT test last night pota. haha) And then i came across a friend's blog entry and i super can relate about what she was trying to say. it's like while i was reading it, it was coming from my heart and mind too. haha i quoted almost the entire entry (made some changes though), oh and this is not plagiarism, i asked permission. haha :)

When the world comes crashing down...
what do you do?
you roll with the punches.

You don't go on like life has ended. Like you have nothing more to live for. Because life didn't end, and more than that, life goes on. Life moves on. And so should people.

Nothing has to be hard unless we make it hard. Unless we want it to be. (with the exception of stat, of course, haha! ) It's what we make of something that defines what that something will be. And at the same time, that will define who we are.

Unfortunately, this definition of who we are, specifically, who you are is turning out to be very different from who i THOUGHT you were... sayang naman...

But maybe it isn't a lost cause. Maybe it's still a who you CAN be. Because I believe in potential. Sana lang this potential can be realized.

PLEASE DON'T BE A LOST CAUSE.

Because things aren't exactly rainbows and sunshine for me either. "Everyone's just trying not to be lonely" But when we're the cause of our own lonelihood, there isn't much we can do. So we bear it, and smile.

when the world comes crashing down, I don't have to fall with it

take it easy biatch :)

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I know there's something out there
I know there's something I fear
Run away from here
I know there's something more to this
In this dark room, nothing that shines
Run away from here

Would I fight with an angel
Would I leave here with you
Or would I take it all back if
If I find something new?

I'm falling, I am down
I've fallen, are you around?
And I know it's you
I'm leaving, I'm with me
I'm leaving, tell me the truth
And I know it's you

hotpandes_al @ 2007-07-19T20:21:00

2007-07-19T12:23:57Z

if you can't be with the one you love, love the one you're with.

hmmm....

daymn im too tamad to study stat. i just finished reading for LS and argh kakahilo. i really dont like LS, it's a 2-unit subject but i feel like it's too stressful :\

thank god :)

2007-07-19T08:09:44Z

yey i passed my first accounting long test. wohooo thank you dear Lord :) now i ask you to help me again tomorrow in my frst stat lt. it's gna be another loooooong school day/night.

hotpandes_al @ 2007-07-16T21:40:00

2007-07-16T13:42:33Z

The trick isn't finding out who the one is... it's knowing who isn't.

hmmm...

this year's love

2007-07-14T17:45:39Z

tonight i still pray for you...

but tonight i also stop worrying much about you and i wont bother checking out your blog. (yes, i did stop by to check on u sumtyms but tonight, i stop)

it does end tonight. when darkness turns to light, it ends tonight. haha amf sabaw na.

just please remember that i still wanna be friends with you. i will wait, when you're ready.

friday the 13th

2007-07-13T16:34:07Z

hmm, today was okay. so we had our sci10 lt kanina and im sure i got low. :( daymn. i ddnt like the test e. stored knowledge daw. AMF. stored ba ung septic packaging? wtf. :\ sci10's a walang kwenta subject so i cant get low grades. argh.

so i knda got bv after sci10 and it was raining hard pa so it was nakakatamd to go to class after my 1hr break. good thing, my english blockmates made yaya to dencio's capitol hills to "chill" with the tagaytay view pa! so there i went and i cut stat. bwahaha oh well. so much better to spend time with my friends than with our old corny prof. haha >:) aaay sayang no pics for us :O

pic1: vandal on my ls chair. haha funny :))
pic2: tumaob na kotse sa may jsec. daymn. there were 10 people daw in the car, buti nlang no one died or sumthn :O thats fri the 13th for u. haha

i love freecuts :)

2007-07-12T10:27:03Z

freecut in accounting today!! weeee so ten of us from the block went to eastwood for lunch and watched Harry potpot :) boo konte lang kami cuz most of the people were tamad like ehem trish. haha

so the movie was okay, nothin so special for me. haha but the company was great :) kulitan and teasing. wo ai teasing people. bwahaha

so there, im too tamad to study for sci10 tonyt. yuck, boring subject.

tamad :\

2007-07-11T00:23:01Z

waaaaaaaah im tamad to go to school today :\

i can use some direction, im open to your suggestion

2007-07-09T16:14:07Z

aww ok lang yan mots. bwahahaha

hmmm fumufuture and pumapast pa eh. HAHA

accounting... "patay na" hahaha daymn that test.

hotpandes_al @ 2007-07-08T20:37:00

2007-07-08T12:38:23Z

So live like you mean it
Love til you feel it
It's all that we need in our lives
So stand on the edge with me
Hold back your fear and see
Nothing is real til it's gone

hotpandes_al @ 2007-07-08T12:24:00

2007-07-08T04:25:43Z

Nobody said it was easy
It’s such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard
Aww take me back to the start

accounting... HAHA

boo

2007-07-08T03:58:09Z

im tamad to study for accounting. RAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

i love lychees. haha eating them makes me happy. haha babaw amp.

do you know?

2007-07-08T01:10:13Z

do you know?